motivation?

I am sitting at my computer, around 11 at night.. after wasting two hours watching both Sex and the City and Law and Order SVU (best show on earth)... and then another hour wasted by being mad at myself for wasting time.. all the while not studying for midterms. But now I am realizing that I don't really care all that much.. I know tomorrow morning I will be pissed at myself for doing this, but for now I don't care too much.. I was a little pissed though. Law and Order was kind of shitty tonight.. all dramatic and emotional. Not really much happened in terms of an interesting case.. just Stabler going cookoo again.. this time he almost beat the shit out of a father.. not like last week's episode. That was one awesome episode. Kept me gripping the edge of my seat. And sex and the city is always great. And surprising thought provoking. I initially dismissed the show as a load of crap. But it really is pretty deep.. either way, both shows can't tell me a damn thing about the splanic nerve.. or where the fucking coronary sinus is located within the right atrium.. let alone unlock the mysteries that the nervous system anatomy, all that pre and post ganglionic shit, and white/gray matter, is.. nope, no tv show can tell me that... but entertain me, that's a guarantee..