Saturday, September 24, 2005

Revelation

I went out tonight with the people from school.. and I realized, you know what.. these people are just as lonely and alone as I am!! Oh my god.. this poor girl. I thought she was so outgoing and friendly.. it turns out that today was her birthday and she was feeling particularly lonely because her friends from home went and had sex with other people... and she only happened to run into medical school people at the bar.. so she was feeling alone and vulnerable. It made me realize that you know what.. other people acutally feel the same way that I do.. they may do better socially, but they feel the same exact way. It was incredibly exhilirating to feel that way, knowing that I wasn't some sort of psycho loser, but just like every one else. So unfortunately for this girl, she feels like a loser tonight, I feel like I am walking on the clouds.. and connected to all the other clouds around me.. ;)

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