Well, yesterday we parted ways at the Minneapolis airport... it was really sad. Having to see his chocolate head turn around the corner, broke my heart. As I was boarding the plane to go to Cleveland (after an annoying lay over in Atlanta), I kept getting visions in my head of yelling, "WAIT! I cannot leave my love!" And then sprinting down the plane aisle, busting through the door, as all the passengers cheer on my love! Yea! You go girl!! And then I would run to his terminal and say, "forget medical school, forget the world, lets run away to Paris!" ...
I wish...
Last night was hard. I slept at BF's apartment, and I woke up around 5:30 in the morning... and was just sad. He's not here, his warm body isn't next to mine.. it's just me and the cold blankets. It was awful..
How do you let go of someone so amazing? we both know that we will make it, but I hope that this time apart doesn't hurt us.. especially him. I've already hurt and disappointed him multiple times, I don't want to keep doing that.
BUT! On a brighter note, he's coming to visit me in Cleveland during Memorial Day Weekend! Whooppiie! That'll be great.. a real nice time together. And then I will book a flight to visit him in early June, and then he can hopefully come in late June, and I will go in July.. etc etc.. hopefully the time will just fly by!
And everyday I will say the same thing, we're one day closer to being together again...
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