Aftermath of the Interview from Hell

Hey,
I had the worst interview experience possible yesterday. the guy was a total dick head, asked me why I was the Mother Theresa Reincarnate... asked me what made me differnt from other asians.. asshole!

Facing your Demons

Ok, so I've decided to finally write about that crush from the 7th grade that made me stop writing in a journal all together in my youth. So I had this HUGE HUGE crush on this guy, so embarassing in retrospect. Nothing real spectacular about him, just had a thing for him I guess. So, then this girl (who is a very bad friend) convinced me to write a note one day during lunch to give to him that would show how much of a crush I had on him... bad bad bad idea. For one thing, my junior high was tiny (300 people) and we all ate lunch at the gym together. So that day, I had the note, but then I chickened out and decided I didn't want to give him the note. All of a sudden, the bitch grabs the note.. RUNS across the gym to where he was eating his lunch and gives him the note in front of EVERYONE.. and I mean everyone. ooooo that one hurt. In a matter of ten minutes, the whole school knew about it.. it spread like wild fire. Worse of all though, he didn't like me at all, and he was real mean to me instead... and everyone knew. So years later when I read the journal entries I had made about him, I was so disgusted that I threw away the journal and promised to never send notes to anyone in a gym, especially in the junior high.

BTW... sucks when friends who are supposed to be your only source of entertainment during work decide to go and eat LUNCH! That means you Susan!

Later that same Day...

Ok, good news. I am no longer stressed. Now I have like 3 hours to kill before I get to go home! Yea. No one at work is giving me anything to do.. no one.. and worse of all, there is a grant due today, a HUGE grant, so they are all running around like mad women... but I am sitting here chatting on AIM, writing a blog, being a fly on teh wall...

Oh well.. I had chicken and wild rice soup today with a salad for lunch. I might buy a cookie later.

Back at work... :(

Back at work again... it's amazin how I manage to stress myself out, when I really am not stressed. This is how you do it: Think about everything you have to do in one day in a period of two seconds. Then you get stresed about the emails you have to write, the places you have to go, the driving time, and walking time, the test taking time... ok, add googling, reading news, eating, showering, sleeping, working out, all into the mix.. all of a sudden, YOU'RE STRESSED!

Stupid me, now my eyes feel strained, my head is starting to ache lightly, and for what??!! Nothing really.. they didn't give me anything to do at work today, so all I really have to do is sit here and look pretty, while I get time to do my homework, review for my Rush interview, and study for accounting.. that's all I have to do.. it's that simple.. oh yeah? Tell it to my strained eyes.. God, if I'm not stressed and running around like a mad woman on a timer, I make it so that I am!

Oh well.. I am about to pee and get more water for my water bottle!